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Standards

you said my standards were too high

It was too hard to win my prize

Not worth the effort is what I heard

That’s when I knew, to you

I was

just a pretty face with thick thighs

and brown eyes

Foolishly you thought my treasure

was hidden in the center of my folds

you only wanted to lay between my thighs

and look into these brown eyes

I am a rare jewel, uniquely created

for the Kingdom of God

you cannot find me at Thrift town

or at the corner five and dime

I am fearfully and wonderfully made

from a royal blood line with

an inheritance that would melt your eyes

and blind your senses.

I see now you are here only for desert

not willing to go the nine course meal

that my love can bring,

only wanting the sweetest of things

You don’t know

that just a taste of my crème brule

would make you an addict

for life

Its rich, full flavored

with different levels of deliciousness,

like wine there are many flavors of me.

you cannot discern my true essence by starting with desert.

my sweetness is not on tap

without a ring, without a vow

because I choose to live and not to die

by lowering my standards for a lousy

three minute ride.

Standards

They’re everywhere, don’t you see?

The USDA has standards

The FAA, FBI, even the LAPD

So why NOT me?

I’m grade A, top notch, 5 star, cream of the crop.

If you cannot see my worth. You are not worth my time.

Your coy smiles, sweet words, and little presents

do not catch my eye.

to have this Queen you must reach for the top

be willing to grasp the golden ring

I’m worth every bead of sweat, Ev-ery Drop,

every deep sigh and moment of confusion.

I am a woman of God.

Lover of His spirit.

Royalty.

Princess.

Divinely Anointed.

© 2009 Chanel Johnson

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Illusions of a dream

my mind wanders in the pale moonlight

 dreams elude me in the deepest of night

sleep is the enemy I long to embrace

to bring me to the seat of restful grace

without mercy time has slipped away

a truce was called once again today

 

the day has risen bold and firm

everything is on daylight’s terms

sunlight gaily dances on my cheeks

refuge no longer found in the sheets

each step     each movement   slow

coffee briskly begins the mornin’ flow

 

dreams meet me in the brightness of day

oh how I wish I could stay

the phone rings, the boss calls

sleepiness follows me through it all

dusk begins its nightly walk

all my thoughts begin to talk

my mind wanders in the pale moonlight… 

© 2009 Chanel Johnson